andrew

On monday it will be 5 years since andrew died. I can,t believe it,s been 5 years, that does not seem possible. This is not easy for me, i don,t know what to say. I been trying not to think about it because it just makes me sad. I was in the car with mom one day and we started talking about how andrews ann was coming up soon and i said i been trying not to think about it and i started to cry a little bit. I,m crying as i type this. This is a hard time of year for all of us. I been rereading a star wars book andrew got me one year for xmas or my bday. I always try to watch funny stuff around this time of year to make myself feel better. Like i wrote about on my blog, we are having a get together tomorrow to remember andrew and talk about him and his life. My parents really want his friends to tell lots of storys about andrew. Mom just said things were never boring with andrew and that is true. On monday we are going to andrews grave and put a little flower on his grave for every year he,s been gone. It was katies idea to do that. Andrew would be excited that the baseball season just started and he be watching the games with dad and his friends. Andrew always loved going to red sox games. I miss andrew so much. I love you andrew. I wish you could have gotten to know luke, he,s such a awesome little kid or as katie calls him, a little man. I wish you could have met my godson connor.